I saw this today and cried like a baby !!! I think it was my second year working in Vegas !!! Of course I was never allowed to drink with my crew so I never went out really !!! People won’t believe me but in 4 years I went out 3 times !!! New Year’s Party one year … and the last show party !!! Obviously all I’ve ever known is to work !!! The one thing I remembered from my first few tours before the conservatorship was how I got to feel like a sexy sassy pants and dance all night in every city !!! Skinny dipping in the oceans with my dancers !!! And my best friend embarrassing the shit out of us peeing in a plant by the elevator because she couldn’t wait !!! The shows felt better because we were deeper in our bodies and we felt it with every piece of sweat coming out of our pores !!! I was always so jealous in Vegas because my one dancer Mikey who was my best dancer … I could always tell when he had partied the night before because he was electric on stage !!! Guess he was feeling himself !!! Please come party with me now Mikey !!! I miss them so !!! And even though there were no crazy drinking nights for 13 years … I still have the most wicked cool memories from before !!! Remember all things wicked come from innocence !!! I get to go to Vegas and be wicked like my mom now !!! JUST SAYING !!! This night is me here with my handsome friend Cade who I love and adore !!! He made feel like such a woman !!! Psss this is not a memoir I am not dead people !!! This is a flashback to remind me to get my ass on the dance floor and shake my ass !!! PSSS I’m an equal American citizen now !!! I can go to spas now too !!!

Посмотрела это сегодня и расплакалась как дитя !!! Кажется, это был мой второй год работы в Вегасе !!! Конечно, мне никогда не разрешали пить с моей командой, поэтому я никогда не ходила по заведениям !!! Мне не поверят, но за 4 года я выходила в свет 3 раза !!! Вечеринка в честь Нового года один раз … и вечеринка по случаю последнего шоу !!! Очевидно, все, что я когда-либо знала, это работа !!! Единственное, что я запомнила из своих первых туров перед консерваторством, это то, как я ощущала себя себя сексуальной в секси штанах и танцевала всю ночь напролет в каждом городе !!! Купание прямо в одежде в океане с моими танцорами !!! И то, как моя лучшая подруга до смерти стыдится того, что мы писаем на растение у лифта, потому что она не смогла вытерпеть !!! Шоу были лучше, потому что мы глубже чувствовали наши тела, и мы ощущали это с каждой каплей пота, выходящей из наших пор !!! I was always so jealous in Vegas because my one dancer Mikey who was my best dancer … I could always tell when he had partied the night before because he was electric on stage !!! Guess he was feeling himself !!! Please come party with me now Mikey !!! I miss them so !!! And even though there were no crazy drinking nights for 13 years … I still have the most wicked cool memories from before !!! Remember all things wicked come from innocence !!! I get to go to Vegas and be wicked like my mom now !!! JUST SAYING !!! This night is me here with my handsome friend Cade who I love and adore !!! He made feel like such a woman !!! Psss this is not a memoir I am not dead people !!! This is a flashback to remind me to get my ass on the dance floor and shake my ass !!! PSSS I’m an equal American citizen now !!! I can go to spas now too !!!